cxxix - Alhamdulillah.. 31 sudah..

SabtU @ 20.11.2010 GENAP SUDAH 31 TAHUN. ALHAMDULILLAH MASIH DAPAT MENYEDUT UDARA DI ALAM YG INDAH INI..

iii - Kelas

esok 1st day mummy to attend kelas

cam budak taun 1 baru nak masuk school la plak

daddy pun start kener p sekolah balik dah esok

pas 40 hari bercuti dari rutin harian

macam2 benda gak dok berkeliaran lam kepala ni

1st thing adik nak wat hal lagi tak malam ni

mau dok berjaga cm smlm

mau tersengguk2 la mummy time lecture

dah la kelas full non stop

9am - 12pm, 12-pm - 3pm & 3pm - 6pm

pastu pg esok leh kuar awal tak mummy

maunyer adik bgn n wat hal cam pg ni

mau kelam kabut la mummy

dah la nak kener cari bilik kuliah kat mana lg

silap2 org dah start kelas mummy br dok hegeh2 cr kelas.. huhu

target lam kul 8am sharp tu leh gerak dr umah dah

speed lam 40mins smpai la campus

ader maser lg nak cr2 kelas

pastu dok terpikir lg

celah mana nak lunch, smyg n pam susu

dah kelas non stop 9-6
lunch ok la leh bawak roti jer

just pray bg lecturer stop awal n masuk lewat la kul 3 pm tu
hehe..
so that mummy ader masa utk pray

pump susu tu leh extend to 6pm lak la

apa2 pun just go with flow

harap2 semuanya dipermudahkan

demi niat murni menuntut ilmu ni

insyaAllah.. aminnnn....

CXXXIII - 2010's resolution

resolution la plak ek..

rasa cm dah byk taun dah

tak penah dok pikir nk wat resolution pun

just go with the flow

n azam tiap2 hari

utk jadi lebih dr hari sebelumnya

barulah jadi org yg berjaya kan

bak kata dr fadzilah kamsah la kan..

tp tiba2 taun ni

terasa cm nak wat gak

new resolution ni.. hehe

sbb nya mummy dah tambah lg status

as a student

so taun ni kener jd lg smart la

nak balance kan ngan work & study

my aim for 2010 is

• SUCCESS IN MY STUDY
• TO LOSE WEIGHT : at least 55kg 
• (arini nyer weight : 65kg. huhu..)
• TO CUT EXPENSES & MANAGE MY CREDITS
  

xxxxxxviii - MC @ Gurney Plaza

ari rabu dah mc dok umah, mummy p amek ucu dr langkawi kat kola perlis. ari kamis ucu ader apointment facial treatment kat New York Gurney Plaza. actually dah set appointment on monday lg. since mummy takleh cuti sbb bz tender, mummy suh ucu postpone p kamis lak. naseb baik kamis tu still available utk booking. tu yg alang2 dah mc ari rabu, mummy lajak jer smpai kamis. patut kamis tu mmg nak apply leave la sbb nak ikut ucu gi merayap kat Gurney Plaza tu. citer lum abes tp publish dulu. hehe

xxxxxxi - Up & Down

selalunya happy, kadang2 maintain jer, adakalanya down
and today, i feel down...
moga tabah & sabar menemani diri
menempuh liku2 di maya pada ini
menuju alam baqa yg hakiki
maha suci ALLAH
atas segala kekuasaanNYA
dan pada segala kehendakNYA
segalanya
pasti ada hikmah tersembunyi

xxxxxx - Facebook

dulu2, maleh layan facebook ni. cam tak best jer pun.. tp skrg ni, hehe.. dah addicted dah.. addict ngan game dia.. masuk jer opis, on laptop layan facebook dulu. barn buddy.. shari 2 ni dok start melayan farm town lak.. bercucuk tanam pastu dpt hasil.. kalu rajin sgt lg, balik bercucuk tanam kat blkg umah lak.haha.. pastu ader hati lg nak layan mafia wars... huhu... byk nyer benda nk layan. celah mana nak wat kejer bos suruh ni.. hehe.. tp yg tak best nyer FB ni dia overtook application kat FB yg kita tgh run. cth. tgh layan barn buddy, pastu nak bukak farm town dia loading kat page tu gak. pastu nak bukak barn buddy balik, kener loading blk. rugi masa dok loading jer.. patutnyer FB kener create bg pop-up new window utk every application. baru best! hehe.. pepandai jer dok mengomen.. :-)

xxxxiv - Lunch time

hari ni cm no appetite lak nk kuar lunch.. (hehe.. no appetite kunun.. pd hal breakfast dah belasah nasi lemak rm1 2bungkus dah) perut cm kenyang lg. tp kalu tak lunch, mau kul 3 4pm perut nyanyi lagu keroncong lak. mummy tak join member2 opis kuar lunch. mummy just kuar gi beli yg ni jer.. cukup la wat alas perut b4 balik dinner kat umah lak ptg ni..

kopok lekor.. dah jadik fav since blajo kat ganu.. sedapnyer kopok lekor makcik cafe.. nyum3

taufufa..dulu2 mummy tak lalu soya. since kat u, my prens aka aya, eynda, nik & miza suka sgt makan benda alah ni, mummy pun try n error.. hmm.. not bad.. tu la kan.. kawan mmg mempengaruhi diri dlm segala aspek..

to along & adik : nanti dah besar, pandai2 pilih kawan.. biar kita mempengaruhi, jangan kita dipengaruh..

xxxxiii - What you feel ???

Currently br pas ngepam. byk ni jer hasil ngepam sesi pg ni. selalu, leh gak smpai 7 8oz. maybe arini sbb stress kot. byk sgt benda dok berlegar lam hard disk ni.. then plus ngan tak cukup tido smlm kot, tu yg susu pun cm maleh nak kuar jer.. huhu..

5oz jer..

hmm.. smlm tidokan adik lam kul 10pm. pastu mummy bgn lak nak melayan along. kener pandai handle & tackle along ni.. kalu tak, maunyer dah start mengamuk, asyik nak cry jer smpai letih n tertido sendiri. sesambey layan along, smpat gak mummy iron baju, smyg isyak n sterilized botol2 medela yg baru dibeli. tgh2 dok boil water, dgr adik cry dr lam bilik. tutup api dapur, lari masuk bilik. bila adik dah tido balik, mummy kuar pulak. lg sekali, dgr adik cry lg. speed lg masuk bilik. tepuk2 n tidokan adik lagi, mummy kuar lg. lum sempat wat pe2, dgr adik cry lg. kali nie mummy nekad masuk takmau keluar dah. adik ni nak tido celah ketiak mummy jer. mlm kemarin pun samer gak. biler terjaga tp mummy takde, terus cry melalak.so, mmg rutin memalam since dr balik opis, melayan adik jer la. tu yg kurang @ taksempat nak melayan along. cian along..

tgh2 trtido, terjaga adik melalak kuat.. dont know why.. mummy bgn riba n nyusu adik.. still melalak.. tak makan pujuk.. tgk jam br kul 2am lebih. tak ingt lak kul 2 baper minit. rasanya lam 15min gak adik dok melalak kuat tu. daddy pun bgn take over. dah la smlm daddy demam.. cian daddy.. daddy suh amek minyak angin & sapu.before sapu minyak angin pun adik dah senyap kat riba daddy. mummy amek sapu minyak n change diapers pe suma, adik dah cool down tp still tak tido. tgk jam dah 320am. try masukkan lam buai tp taknak tido gak. so riba jer la adik. bila dah tgk mata adik dah layu, br baringkan dia atas tilam. time tu dah 342am. mata adik pun dah celik hitam lg..

tetiba terdengar lak along cry melalak kuat kat luar.. dengar suara opah n tok ayah dok memujuk.. huhu.. apakah dugaan ini.. br jer lepas adik melalak.. along lak take over.. rasanya adik pun dgr along melalak sbb mummy tgk adik lum tido. mummy nak keluar tgk along pun kang adik melalak lg lak. so biar jer la opah & tok ayah handle..

sedar2 jer alarm hp 615am bunyi. adik pun nk nyusu. takleh nk bgn. 650am br leh bgn smyg subuh. tu pun adik dah cry dah. daddy dok meriba adik. tak tau kul baper adik tertido lak pg td.. mummy dulu ker adik dulu.. hehe..

pagi tadi opah gitau kul 4 lebih br along tido balik pas main2 dulu seround pas melalak n mengamuk. smpai time mummy kuar pegi opis, adik lum tido balik since kul 6 lebih dh jaga. rasanya total up time adik tido smlm br lam 7 8 jam jer sedangkan adik br nk cecah 5months.. along semalam kul 1230am br tido. kul 3am lebih dah bgn lak dah..

cam ni la anak2 mummy.. so, if u were me, u can feel WHAT I FEEL kan.. no words can describes bila dengar ank2 kecik yg menangis, melalak & meragam tanpa sebab yg specific.. bila time2 cmni, rasa cm 2org ni pun enough is enough.. camner la org len yg anak2 kecik diorg 4 5org bederet2 kan.. tak terjangkau dek akalku... tp maybe ank2 diorg tak cm anak2 mummy yg 2org ni kot.. tp alhamdulillah, tahap kesabaran mummy quite ok.. i managed to keep my hand & my mouth from unexpected things to my kids.. hope mummy selalu diberikan kesabaran yg tinggi dalam membesar dan mendidik anak2 mummy ni. Insya Allah..

xxxxii - Rewards for myself.. :-)

Lunch tadi mummy speed p tesco jap sbb nak tukar car vacuum daddy ngan music instrument along yg mummy beli smlm tp ader problem. vacuum tu sbb car plug-in tu dah crack. music instrument tu sbb missing battery cover. takleh nk play sbb along asyik nk tanggalkan bateri. time beli tu mummy tak check pe pun. naseb baik leh tukar. kalu tak mau mummy wat aduan kat CAP dah. hehe..
pastu mummy terasa lak nak lunch kat sini..

noddle station

menu yg mummy order

spicy wet noddle tomyam abalone clam

and pure chocolate ice blended

why i named it rewards for myself? haha.. sbb cost yg mummy lunch arini leh mkn utk lebih 5hari kalu ikut cost yg mummy budget for lunch everyday during working day. Rm5/day jer budget. rewards for whats? haha.. for being a loyal staff to my office, for being a hardworking mummy to both of my kids n a lovely wife to my hub for last weeks. last week jer? to be specific la kan.. eh.. perasan la pulak.. biarla masuk bakul angkat sendiri pun kan.. dah berat sgt kalu org len nk tolong angkat pun.. dah cecah 60kg dah skrg ni pasan.

another things yg berlegar lam minda ni to rewards for myself is going to SPA (ngeh..ngeh..ngeh..) utk memanjakan dan merelaxkan diri.. bestnyer kalu leh pi massage2, facial treatment, mandi susu ker, or per2 lagi la.. but, since adik & along pun tecik lg, rasa cm selfish lak p dok merehatkan diri & menghabiskan duit sdgkan ank kat umah dok tertunggu2 mummy diorg balik. so, for the time being hasrat murni tu mummy KIV la dulu sampai ke satu masa dan ketika yg terdesak kelak.. kalu dah terdesak tu mmg takleh tangguh2 dah tu..hehe..